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young divorce

by Hugh Lindsey

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1.
I'm Not A Victim 01:43
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No I’m not a victim No I’m not a victim I’d do it all again Just to be right where I am No I’m not a victim No I’m not a victim I'd do it all again Just to be right where I am No I’m not a victim No I’m not a victim
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Call Me Out 05:23
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Why is it that I feel the most when I am broken Sleepless nights awake the ghosts that I’ve been holding Please take a moment, pray my love, I feel I’m choking What’s deep inside is coming up and I can’t hold it So call me out this time Call me out this time Let me hear it Just cut the ties, hang me out to dry Don’t even throw me a rope I’m drowning, can’t you see me I’m losing air, can’t tread any longer So call me out this time Call me out this time Then leave me alone Why is it that I feel the most when I am broken Sleepless nights awake the ghosts that I’ve been holding Please take a moment, pray my love, I feel I’m choking What’s deep inside is coming up and I can’t hold it So call me out this time Call me out this time Let me hear it Just cut the ties, hang me out to dry Don’t even throw me a rope I’m drowning, can’t you see me I’m losing air, can’t tread any longer So call me out this time Call me out this time Then leave me alone Call me out this time Call me out this time Then leave me alone I’ll hurt you if I’m not willing to hurt you Because the truth untold will eventually lie I’ll hurt you if I’m not willing to hurt you Because the truth untold will eventually lie Yes I’ll hurt you if I’m not willing to hurt you Because the truth untold will eventually lie Yes I’ll hurt you if I’m not willing to hurt you Because the truth untold will eventually lie So call me out this time Call me out this time Let me hear it Just cut the ties, hang me out to dry Don’t even throw me a rope I’m drowning, can’t you see me I’m losing air, can’t tread any longer So call me out this time Call me out this time Then leave me alone Call me out this time Call me out this time Then leave me alone Call me out this time Call me out this time Don’t leave me alone Why is it that I feel the most when I am broken
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Blue Jeans 02:37
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You wear your blue jeans Over your sweatpants Because you’re always cold I turn the heat on Before I leave home So that you’ll always know That I think about you When you’re not around But you tell me I don’t And it hurts to hear that You don’t see the ways I've loved you all alone You go to movies with all your best friends But I never tag along Because you don’t invite me But then you tell me You wish I would have come I think about you When you’re not around But you tell me I don’t And it hurts to hear that You don’t see the ways I've loved you all alone
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Wait For Me If You Will 02:55
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Wait for me if you will I'm driving across the state Meet me outside six thirty in the morning We can wet our hair in the summer dew Talk it all over with a cup of coffee Like we always use to do We can throw our phone out the second story window Cut off all our hair and strip out of our clothes Go get lost in the woods where you grew up I just wanted to do it with you You know that I'd do anything Just to make you the happiest person Maybe then you'd stayed We could have had the perfect home A little two story white house Where we'd raise our kids with a dog And they could run and play in the yard And throw water balloons at the people who pass by in cars It would have been a merry life If you had stuck to our vows and lived a married life You couldn't wait To leave me with the bills You drove out of the state I wish you had Met me outside six thirty in the morning We could wet our hair in the summer dew Talk it all over with a cup of coffee Like we always use to do We could throw our phone out the second story window Cut off all our hair and strip out of our clothes Go get lost in the woods where you grew up I just wanted to do it with you
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Halloween 04:01
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I call my friends I ask them what did I miss It all depends on if I really listened It's not so clear when I am stuck in my head I get no answers cause right now all I hear is Take your mask off It is not Halloween Maybe you just got used to it Look at the curtains closed Why are you still acting Will you answer Honestly I have this fear I feel the hole in my chest And it's not so clear What even really happened Am I a victim or the playwright of this I bust the mirror Because I'm met with regret I could have spoke clearer Would that have had an effect I'm a liar or in denial over this Take your mask off It is not Halloween Maybe you just got used to it Look at the curtains closed Why are you still acting Will you answer honestly I walk around all of the things that you left Inside our house I guess you didn't want them I start to wonder if I am stupid for this Maybe I'm stupid for this Take your mask off It is not Halloween Maybe you just got used to it Look at the curtains closed Why are you still acting Will you answer honestly this time Take your mask off It is not Halloween Maybe you just got used to it Look at the curtains closed Why are you still acting Will you answer honestly Will you answer honestly Can I Answer honestly
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Downpour 03:14
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Drove through a hell of a storm just to get back home But the weather couldn't stop the pain of an aching heart I remember how it felt to be held there within your arms I was broken to bits but not nearly shattered Why do you hold onto hope with things that don't matter If I'm not home before twilight then go lock the front door Because you don't need me there if you're not being cared for You can crawl into bed and lay there without sleep And when morning comes you may finally be happy When morning comes you may not even miss me Ohhh Ohhh Ohhh Ohhh
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divorced male driver, age 27 00:36
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Mumbled yelling
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Lean In 03:34
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You were broken and bleeding But you wouldn’t even cry for help You were hopelessly needing But you didn’t show your weakness still You were young you were headstrong But bad habits tend to stay long Lean in let us lift you up Lean in let us lift you up Lean in let us lift you up Lean in let us lift you up You said I just wanna say something If I leave here I’m not coming back Two years of the same nothing You’re gonna wish that you could have this back Lean in let us lift you up Lean in let us lift you up Lean in let us lift you up Lean in let us lift you up And I’m not giving up I’m not giving up Yeah I’m not giving up Yeah I’m not giving up Yes I’m not giving up Yes I’m not giving up Yes I’m not giving up Yes I’m not giving up
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I Hope You Don't Mind 02:20
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I see you there through the window Hanging the clothes on the line I tiptoe so you do not hear me Loading the car for the drive And I hope you don’t mind I didn’t pack everything Well I hope you don’t mind Me coming back anyway I know sometimes you’re just angry I know that I make you mad You say that I never listen You say that I’m always sad Well I hope you don’t mind Another sad song to hear And I hope you don’t mind Me singing it through my tears
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Super Bowl Sunday 05:30
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Time sure has its way of changing things up But our habits seem to stay when we don’t want them anymore I still love you I don’t want to anymore I still love you I don’t want to anymore I hate when I don’t seem to understand the obvious things in life Like when you said you don’t love me anymore I still loved you I don’t want to anymore I still loved you I don’t want to anymore I could’t help it I still loved you But I don’t want to anymore I I Hmmmm Hmmmm And I hope texas has enough space to hold all the things you’re going through ‘cause I guess I don’t And my heart is healing but I wish you’d say that you are sorry that you took your hammer to it Oh ‘cause every night I lie beside your pillow in a panic attack in a house that’s full of all the things that you left like your shoes and wedding dress I didn’t want them No I didn’t want them Oh but I still loved you But I don’t anymore I couldn’t help it I still loved you But I don’t anymore Time sure has its way of changing
11.
Final Song 03:23
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I was lost you were hurting We told God we were broken After a year we were losing All our hope We wanted out of religion You went to hell for revision I had friends start to ask me If I wanted to kill myself If I wanted to kill myself I thought pain would want to haunt me But now we’re friends and we’re ornery I tell it off it says fuck me I think I’m starting to heal I think I’m starting to heal I think I’m starting to heal I think I’m starting to heal I think I’m starting to heal I think I’m starting to heal I think I’m starting to heal I think I’m starting to heal

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Hugh Lindsey's debut album "young divorce"

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released March 23, 2023

Writers:
Dwain Hugh Lindsey
Maliah Monica Seavey
Jay Collin Bogardus
Kevin Alan Davis

Producers:
Hugh Lindsey
Kevin Davis

Musicians/players:
Kevin Davis
Tyler Ernst
Tyler Evan Curtis
Daniel Swinamer

Mixing Engineers:
Kevin Davis
Sawyer Knox
Jack Price

Mastering Engineers:
Joe Hutchinson (Garage Masters)

There is an endless list of additional credits to this album. Here are a few of them that are very dear to this album.

Adam Dean: who let me borrow so much gear.
Daniel Cunningham: He brought these songs to life with video.
Violet Allen: Always lavishing me with words of affirmation.
Lois Lindsey: My all-time biggest champion.
Mir: The best assistant/niece/manager I could ever ask for.
Joram Millenaar: For believing in my music more often than I do.

Jon Greene, Wade Shaw, and Tyler Ernst who helped me play these songs live with a full band for the first time ever!

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Hugh Lindsey Huntsville, Alabama

‘’Melancholia often drives my songwriting, but not because I am inherently sad. I want to work through my pain. I want it to be friends with my happiness. Music is where all of my deepest emotions are allowed to be themselves, creating new space for healing and fullness of life. ... more

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